Trying to maintain control
Is now out of my command
Seeking to find my way
Gets me lost
Hoping for a solution
Plunges me further into chaos
Looking for answers
Has me more confused
Uncovering the truth
Enfolds everything in more lies
Sanity is no longer an option
Keeping it all together is futile
I am lost
But sometimes
Just sometimes
It’s okay to admit
I have no idea what is actually going on
And wait to see what happens